Self-Actualization Journey

 

I have tried to recover all these years

I have read

I have put what I read into notes

I have put some of my notes to my personal blog

I have not yet edit the blog postings

I have not yet complete transfering all notes to the blog

I have not yet promoted the blog postings

Because of that, it is a bit harder to revise on topics while having lack in motivation for not having any members around

Why I put notes to blog? Because I was thinking about investing in myself and that I could make some blog postings topics shareable one day

When is one day?

(To be continued) after a long break, the real problem is money

The correct respond should be:
Do you want to see the blog right away? I could show it to you right now. The address is syazwanfitrispawnz.blogspot.com

(Do not confuse your emotions with negative thoughts. Just pause for awhile and think of appropriate respond towards the question no matter how illogical you may feel or think at the same time.)

OR

Actually, the blog is already online. I just did not share it to anyone yet because the work is not up to readers standard. Until then, I am reluctant to show it to anyone because I am shy that whom ever read it might think that I am lazy.

So you are shy.

(Learn to hold a conversation)

Yes, of course I am shy to show the blog to anyone because the work is incomplete.

When will you complete the blog?

I am not sure. First I need to transfer all remaining phone notes into the blog. Next I have to edit each blog posts into readable content complete with exclusive link for deeper topics to be portrayed as easy readable blog posts. Then I need to determine special blog title to be used as relatable topic postings with date of origin as when did I first read it. After that, perhaps with the current speed of working, I would say the personal blog will be ready in one year or two years. Yes, it would take me one to two years to prepare the personal blog for sharing.

Ok, cool. What else do you want to talk about?

I have not yet make enough phone calls per day to sell myself

Because I am scared to sell myself while not having enough content and the quality of work is not up to standard

How many phone calls do you want to make per day?

I want to be able to make 100 successful phone calls per day. To me, its just a game but from what I read, a top performer work about making 100 successful phone calls per day each day working.

I think thats a lot of phone calls you want to make per day.

(It ends here as at this is the furthest I could hold on to what I believe in during a therapy consultation session)