Daily Wednesday

Wed 6/7/2022

Today, I am still thinking about the 7eleven job. At 2pm Faz messaged me again. All I can see is even though she is a manager there, the way she handle things are very emotional. Her last message was "we are full, thank you". There is even misconception of reading messages from me. She's not being a professional manager that she could have been.

My first thought is, "wow, this is the look of real life situation". To me, it has taken a mental toll for unnecessary stress. People are not nice especially while using whatsapp. I am a smart person and I see people like that being unprofessional hates smart person and react based fully on emotional. When I see the look of the world outside, people are not nice. There are very bad people outside.

I still believe in become a good person is not a waste.

Now, I am thinking of ways to become better. I am still not capable of making my own money. It is hard to simply start a writing job from the internet. I am proud of who I am today even though I have no income. I hope what I have built within myself stays and grow.

I had feedback from Nadia in Whatsapp. At least I know during the moment, I don't have to think about changing myself. Its still a good day.