Daily Tuesday

 

28/6/2022

Today, I woke up and went out with my parents. It is my father's birthday. "Happy birthday Abah". I bought deli and Monster Energy Ultra at Shell near One City USJ 25. We visited Rojak SS15 at SS15 Subang Jaya. Then we visited Nasi Briyani stall at a home business also at SS15 Subang Jaya. I think it is Liza's Biryani here.

2, JALAN SS15/5G, Ss 15, 47500 Subang Jaya, Selangor

012-399 7104

We arrived at home around 1320 hours.

I am having weird thoughts processing about the idea of working at nearby home 7Eleven store. I have hope to get that job even though its in dying light. Its weird getting used to the idea of having a job. Furthermore, I still could not wake up early enough in the morning. Though, if they really want to employ me, I could start my savings crusade to have monthly savings and 8-10 years to go. I am actually always nervous in handling the situation. It feels new to this because it has been years since I had a job. Perhaps that is not the only reason why I am so nervous. Another reason is because my parents are getting older. I am worried but I remember that my youngest brother did mention if anything happens, we can handle it if we have jobs.

The reason why I want that job is because I don't have transportation to work at some other places. If I managed to just stay at work for years, I think I should be fine. Its not really a matter of where because what is most important for me now is the ability to stick to my job for years to come. If I can work for 8-10 years, I should have enough savings to continue a Bachelor's Degree programme without owing a loan. I need to really have the zeal to sustain a single job. The plan is there. I am forever nervous. I am happy that I got it figured out. Perhaps I could have done it earlier but I choose to not fret about it. There must be lots of reasons why I am not blessed to sort things way earlier in my life. The only thing I need to remember is to live within needs. I think I should be fine (still nervous).

Another challenging thing to do at the same time is to lose weight. I am still unable to slot in workout to lose weight in my daily schedule. I might have problem controlling my stress level if I want to make it work. If I could think it correctly, exercise should help reduce stress. I am sure it is possible to include it but is it possible to comit doing it three times a week?